Saturday, November 3, 2012

Secrets Those Last Till Sunset



People come. People  go. Some, keep you at the best of your comfort zone. Some, stab you ragged, with the glowing edges of knife.  Some, woo you with honey dipped words falling off their  lips. Some, sicken you down with their words, shooting like an arrow. Some of those relations, flourish and bring forth fruits. Some of them, cease and give out ghosts. Some exist, just for the sake of existence. 

YES, life shifts tracks. It takes away all your expectations and gives you back only disappointments. It takes you to strange places and leaves you at the doorsteps without letting you enter inside, without letting you know what lies ahead. It runs aimlessly in different directions like a mad woman. AND, all you do is smile......

You give a fantastic smile, when you still have tears about to fall down. You act smart, when you know, you are not strong. You  say , it is alright and  lay on the bathroom floor,  to let the water wash down your tears. You talk a lot, all the day, appearing to be talkative, BUT you know, you are the Desert, parched up and wordless ..

You appear bright and saturated without letting anyone know, you are dropping down to a state of nothingness. You dress up, a bit more than usual because you know, you need attention to divert your moods. You may be the most versatile blogger, BUT you know,  you possess the most painful wounds, yet to be healed. You look more pretty than usual but, it is the saddest day of your life.  You advise everyone about those Ethics, while your Ethics got burnt to ashes..

You scream not because you are angry, but because you are hurt.  You may be that girl, with the prettiest eyes BUT you have the cried most tears of world. You say, you care it damn, and that very night, you stay insomniac crying till 4.a.m.  You smile angelic but you know the demons are killing you inside. You are the boldest among all the girls,  but you carry the most sensitive heart with incredible  pain, eating you inside.

Those days, where everything goes wrong and nothing goes right. The days with more number of secrets and lots of lies. You put on masks and give fake smiles just because you don’t want to give up, even after you had enough..
You stay up all the day, as a living  irony..,a walking paradox..

And...

by evening, when you want to take away those masks and unwind, whom do you call to cry your heart out?  You want to feel raw and, whom do you search for? The only place where you go, when you don’t have any other place to go. The one person, who can find your soul, when you feel it lost.

He is the only person, who keeps up your sanity, even when you have to climb up those ladders, insane. The only one, who  sees secrets inside the prettiest eyes and looks beyond the sweetest smiles.
You watch the sunset with him
He drives you Home back at night. 
He fathoms your Soul and speaks your Heart. 
You know him... Don’t  you? :-)


33 comments:

  1. Beautiful and thought provoking..

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    1. Thank you so much Maneesh for dropping in :)

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  2. Beautiful and touching lines...I can relate to everything written over here...except for the last two paras..Loved your narrating style :)

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    1. Sri, Glad that you could experience it. Thank u so much for the love and support. It means a lot :)

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  3. Moving words Ashitha. It is just that, I can't connect with the idea of considering a human as the ultimate source of comfort. But then, each one has different perspective based on their own life lessons. Thanks for sharing this. Loved the way you expressed the emotions here. You are truly talented.

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    1. Yeah, perspectives may vary.. When everything falls apar and when tired of false faces and fake smiles, somewhere at some point of time, we burst out. We act self and share those problems with someone, who care us. Not necessary that it has to be the man. It can be parents or may be siblings or sometimes, friends...

      Thanks a lot Jovy chechi for stopping by my posts , and encouraging me with your comments always. I respect your words :)

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  4. wonderful dear sis ashi,keep goi... God bless :)

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    1. Thanks a lot brother. You have the patience to read and comment wenever I come out with the something or other. I really value it :)

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  5. Beautifully expressed whats really going through inside. . Its told like its difficult to express pain in words, but what i can see here is the deep pain of heart spread out in a collection of words. . Yeah there are things which time wont heal. . but presence of some special ones can. . Take care dear. .
    rgds,
    Renju
    http://www.renju-baby.blogspot.in/

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    1. Thanks a lot Renju. Happy that u dropped in and read my words. Indeed, you have a beautiful blog. I am yet to explore more. Once again, thank you for the support :)

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    2. My pleasure Ashitha and thanks for the compliment too.. keep writing more and delight us. . .

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  6. that was a good read.. melancholy and beautiful.

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    1. Thanks a lot Muthu for stopping by :)

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  7. lovely!

    lucky are those who have that 'someone' to fall back on.....but so many times u end with hundreds of people around u, but not one whom u can open up to...

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    2. I agree with you princess. And I think we all are lucky enough to have such ones around us.. That someone can be even a pet cat :) , because we humans alone possess that rare trait to build bonds with animate as well as inanimate objects :)

      Thank you so much for your beautiful words :)

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  8. poetic and profound... astounding work Ashitha...

    "You give a fantastic smile, when you still have tears about to fall down" amazing...

    and i am just wondering! there exist a sequel between the posts...

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    1. Sathish, I feel happy and smile to myself, whenever I read your comments. You always come out with inspiring observations. Thank you , with lots of smiles :) :) :)

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  9. 100% true. I think this will touch every one heart. The feeling and emotion, few open and many not. Really nice.

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    1. Thank you so much sir for dropping in. Glad that you acknowledge my words :)

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  10. Those last few lines are simply amazing!

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    1. Thank you so much Cartic. I am happy to get your comment :)

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  11. Wow i mean wooooooow..nicely laid out poetic and simple ..but conveys hell a lot of emotions and undercurrent with in..lack of better words to express

    "You smile angelic but you know the demons are killing you inside"

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  12. today could be different
    Happy Diwali

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  13. wonderful blog...loved your writings

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  14. So beautiful.. Surely lifted up my spirit. Thank you :)

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  16. brilliantly written post showing love and affection :) liked it very much.

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