They say even if you are pulled behind, you have to “move on”. Whatever happens, you should remain unaffected as if nothing has happened, as if you will never feel those scars on our hearts again, as if ywill never know the bleeding of its wounds. But, how can I stop feeling him when my diary yells out the words, he had spoken to me once and those crazy times of togetherness? When the blood running through my body is screaming out the love we shared, how can I disconnect his thoughts and stay unaffected?
May be I can walk
down those streets all alone passing through the ways which I had walked with
him once holding our hands. But can I forget those long conversations and its cosiness we shared further in our life? Believe. When I see hundred couples walking
their love on street, I cannot pretend that he is not with me. I cannot stop being emotional. May be I can
throw away those good old photographs of us, but I cannot forget the moments we
had shared so intimately posing for it.
They know all this.
And still they say, “Move on...”
And still they say, “Move on...”
What are we?
Notes written on sand waiting until the waves
wash it away? Or Leaves murmuring in the wind unknowing of its fall arriving in
autumn? We are the characters changing roles without knowing
the story we are living.
Fine...I will move
on. But
when the flash lights on my mobile ask me, where are his messages; when
the half bitten lunches inquire me, who will steal the rest; when the other
side of coffee table searches, why am I
alone; when the dried roses start asking, why is he gone - what answers
should I give?
When people leave us, the space begins to talk...
When people leave us, the space begins to talk...
Poignant... I know what retrospection does to a writer....
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ReplyDeleteI will move on. But when the flash lights on my mobile ask me, where are his messages; when the half bitten lunches inquire me, who will steal the rest; when the other side of coffee table searches, why am I alone; when the dried roses start asking, why is he gone - what answers should I give?
When people leave us, the space begins to talk...
You recalled those days dearie...